1.THY NAME IS...
Nethra firmly
believes
We have failed miserably
In naming Animals..
Especially, the cat..
While We call it
‘alex’
Or ‘sweety’
Or without reverence, simply as”hey cat’”
It cries in dissent
...
‘meow’ – introducing itself
Which is its proper name..
Or so she believes...
In the naming game, i lose her..
'Vivek' seems philistine to her..
She calls me ivik..and i am just a four letter word after
that
in her world.
She calls the dolls by their name
And talks to them in earnestness..
Without losing sense of the etiquettes, manners and such,
all the while..
In the older quarter of our house,
The grandma is slowly dying..
At the end of a life oceanic in itself
Confined, though to her single room
with a keyhole for eyes...
Nethra has not yet named
‘death’
2 .THE BATMAN'S SKY
still
untainted by the algal chain of sentiments....
and then i wriggled my head out
and spread my hands
expecting feathers to sprout out
from the tips..
then realizing i am not the batman,
i looked below
where the groundfloor boy
accelerated on his invisible motorbike
at the speed of light...
3. THE MOST PRIMITIVE EMOTION
1
grandma always warned of this world,
as being a big inert tortoise..
i said i didnt believe her..
her ancient knowledge came from her
tussles with the foxes and the crows
and the infamous vada that she eventually lost
i didnt give a damn..outside in the valley,
niveda was running across ..
a butterfly on legs
chasing rainbows and fireflies in the morning sun
she gives me those flying kisses as she speeds along..
i pointed to the grandma
how the world moved on a hare's legs..
a tortoise could never have hare's legs..
she grumbled and went away to the moon..
she set up a pastry shop i guess is running well ..
2
on a rainy night,
when the streets of this world
closed all their windows on you,
you , who imbibed the most primitive emotion
of this blood stained earth
let out a curse that has haunted its womb
from the moment
our brother committed his first murder
with the jaw bone of a mammoth..
his brother lay dead in the mountain cave..
the jaw bone was the first crucifix..
revenge sustains human appetite..
killing gratifies the yearn of our song..
3
on another sunny day,
from my porch , as i saw niveda watering the hibiscus in the garden,
a soft spoken businessman stealthily
swindled her playground..
buying the stars that mourned
at a price he as usual, fixed....
on that night , niveda's eyes turned
the shade of the jawbone's stain..
as she slowly imbibes that primitive emotion
the earth has always offered...
the world suddenly waddled like a huge tortoise..
as i looked up, i imagined grandma laughing..
the next new moon night,
they fixed the inauspicious dates
for the apocalypse.
4.THE SACRILEGES IN A SUPERMARKET COUNTER
now we were at the counter
to price our soaps and hair oil..
the wild child with her trolley
of chocolate boxes
and pink teddy bear dolls
hustled with her sullen mother
putting in a new pencil box..
the orange t shirt counter man
looked at us
through eyes that have been through..
he lifted the bear by its ear
and put it under the red laser beam..
the chocolate box child
lifted her toy gun at this sacrilege
the counter man refused to die..
5. GREAT GRANDFATHER'S SPOTLESS WHITE HORSE
Hoofs used to fill my ears
or did i really hear them..
white horses and red ants,
coffee berries and the monsoon rain..
fiction and truth , starting where the other left off..
the dampened red soil of fantasy blending
with the coffee brewing in the dim kitchen ..
in the nights i would miss my mom,
and clutch grandma's arm,
as she told me of the great grandfather
and his famed white horse ..
guarding the hills , the house and the shrubs..
he came from a very small tombstone
in the hill side..i remembered it had gathered moss
and he brandished his sword on those bad bad guys of childish universe..
and probably watched over my paper boats and cricket bats while i slept..
now the spider spins its web
in the northernmost corner -
and in the yellow plaster that peels away
is written the loneliness of having to live out of a room..
where are the guardian angels..
and great grandfathers.
and their white horses..
what would he have become now..
the great grandfather?
a chauffeur ,
trading his horse for a limousine..?
in the world where everyone can be bought,
would he have become a seller..
6. PINK SKIES AND BLUE SKIES
Niveda wants to make a perfect paper boat..
Niveda wants to make a perfect paper boat..
in these dog days ,
she is counting on the mirages to set sail..
while we dissatisfy her
with our pragmatic talk
she is learning again
her alphabet lessons..
probably thinking
the grown-ups
must practice them too,
daily ,in secret,
long after she goes to sleep.
after all, W is not an easy alphabet..
not in the practice books..
she colors her skies pink
and dresses up in bright yellow..
the crayons accompany her
every afternoon in those siesta lands..
she sleeps with her mouth open
always, three pillows around her..
i am contented with the imperfect hull,
anyway,
i have stored it in my warm cupboards
for the rainy days..
in the half completed drawing books,
i paint the skies blue
dress the little cartoon in black and white..
for the offices of the future..
now the homework is over
and i remind myself
to tell niveda
to use the toy cars
in these hot summer roads..
7.TO SARAVANYA... WHO STILL SPEAKS IN THE PUREST OF TONGUES
It was dark..
we are too afraid to reach our fingers
For the door..
The air is suddenly sick
and sickness seems transferable
flowing from one vessel to another and infects us
with mysterious slime..
Then she drops a chuckle
into our pestilential universe
accustomed to one rupee coin donation boxes
kept in medical stores
for the welfare of the sick.....
But the lid broke open
like a dissected artery
and a thousand suns blossomed in the vulnerable flower heads that
turned towards the moon
to watch her smile
we are too afraid to reach our fingers
For the door..
The air is suddenly sick
and sickness seems transferable
flowing from one vessel to another and infects us
with mysterious slime..
Then she drops a chuckle
into our pestilential universe
accustomed to one rupee coin donation boxes
kept in medical stores
for the welfare of the sick.....
But the lid broke open
like a dissected artery
and a thousand suns blossomed in the vulnerable flower heads that
turned towards the moon
to watch her smile
8. A NEW SUNSET
1
what did you do with your elder son today ?
did you refuse to sign his notebook
for not topping the class
did you forget the everyday kiss
slumped in your dusty office files
did you scold him for chatting
with the flower girl and the servant maid
2
what will be the issue with your neighbour this evening?
will you quarrel over the 3 inches
his compound wall intruded on your side
or take up your wife's side
in the skirmishes of metro water pump
perhaps it will be the war for the drumsticks his little daughter
stole from your overhanging branches..
3
let the engines of production halt ,
turn this city over in its sleepless awake
let the skyscrapers come down on their camel knees
stop teaching math and science and blood tainted human history
just for today
bring the children back home
and bestow kisses in compound interest
for all the forgotten days..
take them to the beach and lie beside their tender hearts
twine their hands with yours
and teach them how to love
a new sunset is unfolding before your very eyes now..